Get Me Out of Here
My fucking classmates are putting me through a hard time. As the class president, I am responsible for everything concerning the class. I get called whenever the condition of the class is not satisfactory. I wish my classmates could just be a little bit considerate about me and this mess I have to face everytime they cause trouble. It is so fucking impossable to get their cooperation. The class is frequently out of control because there is this group of rebellious classmates who don't care about rules and don't give a fuck to my orders. One of them is a school prefect for goodness sake. If she behaves that way, what more could I do. I'm sick of how they always mock and tease me about being so naive and obedient. Fuck them. If I don't carry myself well, how am I supposed to run my responsibility as the class president. School rules are meant to be followed. Stop breaking the school rules and don't fucking go on causing so much unnessary troubles which eventually I am the one to be blamed. What really irks me is that person carrying the title "School Prefect" who makes the most noise daily and goes around creating controversy. Mother F**kers
*Insert nationality* Idol
Although I hate those Idol shows as much as I hate scrubbing toilet bowls, I always try to take a peek because I love staring at the only female judge among the three. Our own Paula Abdul..who is known as Kak Jee :) On this second season show, she had the hairstyle which made her look a hella lot like Bette. I mean it seriously. She has that skin tone, that charming smile and that doe eyes. I could melt by staring at the tv screen. But goddammit.. she didn't appear on last night's Wild Card episode. Such a dissappointment -.-
Night owl on the prowl
It's past 12am but since I slept until almost noon in order to frustrate my parents and skip church, I guess I just have to make up for my time. I have homeworks which don't seem to ever stop ending. And I'm feeling gay now so I'm goin to check out some stuff on Marissa and Alex's relationship. Nyehehehe...
I Am Nobody
music: Garbage - Beautiful
I'm always walking behind my friend's shadow. Although I contribute my effort when working with her, she's the one receiving full credits. When I make quirky remarks, she would repeat to everybody and they thought that it was hers. So today, during the one day Ranger's camp, we won the cooking competition and best patrol. But she earned all the respect because she was the leader. I helped out in the arts department but did anybody acknowledge that? I brought the trophy home and the first thing mom asked was "Who's idea and recipes that made your patrol win?". Yada yada... okay, everything was my friend's work. Satisfied? I just sit back and watch idly. I'm that useless. Well, with that, I think everybody would acknowlege it.
If i was beautiful like you all the things I would do Those not so blessed would be crying out murder And I'd just laugh And get away with it too Like you do If i was beautiful like you I would never be at fault I would walk in the rain between the raindrops Bringing traffic to a halt But that can never be that will never, never be Coz i'm not beautiful like you I'm beautiful like me If i was beautiful like you I'd be quick to assume They'd do anything to please me At night I see their reaction when you walk into the room But that can never be that will never, never be Cuz i'm not beautiful like you I'm beautiful like me Beautiful beautiful like me like me like me If i was beautiful like you I'd have so many friends Always fighting for my time to be next in line So if i hurt one i wouldnt have to make amends That can never be that will never never be Coz i'm not beautiful like you i'm not beautiful like you i'm not beautiful like you I'm beautiful like me beautiful like me beautiful like me I'm beautiful like me I'm beautiful like me
I'm 19
music: Deadman - Monster Tree
I absolutely enjoy hiking and running lately. It helps to get rid of anger. My stamina has also improved drastically but I still need to work on my speed. I'm trying to achieve under 15 minutes to reach the top of the hill. Currently my best time is 18 minutes ^.^ As expected, I got either 11 or 12th placing in the school cross-country run. I didn't make the top 8 but I'm glad 3 of my classmates did! I have only my PMS to curse upon. I knew I can run because I wasn't feeling tired but my lower abdomen hurt like shit. Consequently, I had to walk to minimise the pain.
I celebrated my
19th birthday yesterday with so much food. I didn't ask for any expensive lunch but my parents insisted on it ;> I requested for a simple Asian dish of herbal pork ribs because I totally adore that dish. Instead, dad brought us to a restaurant, by which their specialties are sausages. Beef, lamb, chicken, pork, a mixture.. you name it. Any kind of sausages are served there. Thus, dad ordered a platter of assortment of sausages. Mom and I had the set lunch. Honestly, the $18 grilled dory fish was much tastier than the sausages. Mom's pork ribs was pretty good too but the sweet taste isn't to my liking. I enjoyed the food but I wished we had gone for the
bak kut teh aforementioned :P After that, I went window shopping and bought Damien Rice's cd ^___^ Mom bought my birthday cake, Cappuccino Almond flavour :D
I would like to stop by McDonald's someday. Buy a meal and pay $2.90, you can get a colour band inscribed with messages. If I'm not wrong, it was made famous by Lance Armstrong. He introduced a yellow band with the words Live Strong to raise funds and support the foudation to fight against cancer. So, McDonald's has adopted the idea to make profits out of teens and youths. They have 24 colours to choose from and different messages that describe your personality. Not a novelty but it certainly grabbed my attention and my desire to fork out $2.90.
Oh my, I have to cycle to tuition class today. I hope the day won't rain.
