Tuesday, April 19

O! Plus! Perge! Aio! Hui! Hem!

music: Melissa Etheridge - Tether

O! Plus! Perge! Aio! Hui! Hem!
I learned Latin! :)

*translate mode* English -> Oh! More! Go on! Yes! Ooh! Ummm!

Lol ^.^ Sounds pretty obscene. I can't even begin to describe the brief encounter between Tina and Bette. It was amazingly beautiful. After spending so much time being away from each other (character wise of course ^_-) and denied of one another's love, finally the dam of love has burst. The gushing water swept both of them into the sea of love. Aaah. Then they had a little time to themselves in the jacuzzi of love. Yay~! ^_____^

Oh, the clips were just boiling hot! I repeated them thrice before mom comes home. Hehehe O_o The expression on Bette's face when Tina guided her hand down was purely love. And when Tina made love to her.. Bette exhibited such pain and happiness at the same time. Seeing her face cringed like that breaks my heart. I particularly love the part where Bet kisses T's cute tummy. So sweet! The tongues were good too. Mmmmmhhh...lots of sliding in and sliding out. Eeep! o_^ Hilary Swank should hand over her Oscar to Jennifer Beals :P

Have I mentioned how sizzling hot the scenes are? Hehe...k, I have. It's so hot...my fever strikes again. Umm, I need my antibiotics.

Monday, April 18

Ep 209

I'm dying to watch the episode 9 clips of Tibette ^.^ Awwww...they are so sweet together. I've been deprived of Tibette loving for far too long! Gimme some of those hot steamy tongue swirling *ahem* love making :> Tomorrow, most probably I will stare at my watch from 7.40am and count down to the end of school. Perhaps..replay a couple of happy Tibette moments in my head when the dear teachers are dy/dx-ing and scribbling equations in front. Akekekeke :] Then, I will make a dash home, turn on the computer, click on The Planet Cafe bookmark and hit the goddamn download button. I c a n't w a i t ^_______^

For the past 8 episodes, I switched to keeping up on the progress of Alice/Dana's relationship while Tina is flirting away with Helena. Not to say that Al/Dan's relationship is not as good compared to Tibette's, but their scenes don't make me go... awwww. I felt that their interactions are not as tender and loving as Tina and Bette's. Nevertheless, I can't agree more that they do make a great couple. They are simply hilarious and cute together.

It was fun skipping school today. Free of obligations and responsiblity. Went to the clinic to obtain an MC. I was only slightly feverish, nothing major. Though I wished I was down with the avian flu or something much more serious. Actually, right now, I'd like to take back what I've wished because I have to see that Tibette clips tomorrow! o_^

Friday, April 15

Product Returned: Defects

music: The Postal Service - Brand New Colony

I am so emotionally drained. And having a crush on your classmate doesn't help. This is fucking insane. I can't bear having my heart beating at an abnormal rate whenever that special one is near. Or watching her instead of listening to the teacher >.< Arrrghh! I need a therapist.

Lately I can't stop thinking about how everyone seems to fare better than me in every aspect of life. It is not a thought that I conjure up in my mind. There is proof right in front my eyes. Most of the time, it makes me feel like a failure. I have smart classmates, adequately smart classmates and not so smart classmates. Though they are weak in their academics, but they have their PR skills to compensate for that. They have natural abilities to lead and manage people. I may fit into the adequately smart category but I plain suck in everything else. I tried to develop skills in web design, photography and drawing...but others can do better than me, with less effort. I tried to maintain a good relationship with people...but others who are more aggresive win the friendship. Am I born with a defect? I wish I could just die and leave this old shitty physical body and brain behind.

I love The Postal Service. Isn't it great to discover indie music :>

Monday, April 4

Ton-Ton Begone!

music: The Killers - Somebody Told Me

Barney the purple dinosaur,
Come lives in my monitor,
All I see is purplish red,
Me thinks the CRT tube has gone bad.

Fuck. My screen is discoloured. It is now red and nothing else but red. Red hue, not solid red. Mmm...red is bloody... I can't view any more photos and that makes me depressed. What makes me more depressed is that I can't earn the respect of my classmates. Felt like a fool today. I'm sensing that not many likes me. I guess that is the consequence of being too quite in class. Hmmpph u.u Is that wrong at all? I can't talk much because nobody listens to what I listen to, watches what I watch, enjoys what I enjoy and stuff like that. I'm a socially dysfunctional human. Hmmpph u.u So what? I love Barney. He's happy always and will be my role model. Hmmpph o.o I want to watch downloaded clips from the L Word. Alice/Dana makes me smile. I don't want McDonald's Happy Meal.